The Invitation -
By Oriah Mountain Dreamer | Conscious Walking & Rediscovering Health.
THNK School of Creative Leadership: Class 13 - March 2018
It doesn't interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know
what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk
looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn’t interest me
what planets are
squaring your moon...
I want to know
if you have touched
the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened
by life's betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
I want to know
if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations
of being human.
It doesn't interest me
if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear
the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know
if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
"Yes."
It doesn't interest me
to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me
who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me
where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know
what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know
if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments.
When I stepped into the spiral, it was because I wanted to.
The ‘sense of purpose’ I felt was built on a foundation of fear and personal survival. Helping others, helped me.
Within the unseen, the invisible … being purpose driven … maintained the illusion and the sense of achievement and happy stopped me drowning. Meniere’s Disease - the indescribable hell, non-living, relentless spinning.
THNK - the decision to invest in myself, to ‘metaphorically’ go home - was a birthday present to myself. It was the coldest day, clutching a blanket to keep warm and feel comfort as I walked into my life.
In the following months - fuelled by exhilarated self awareness and overflowing enthusiasm - in a hive of creativity and collaboration #PersonBeforePatient started to become real.
The spiral became central as an active tool to support an individual to connect with their past, their current and future - through the question … why?
#PersonBeforePatient: Stichting Person Before Patient KVK 73299561. Amsterdam (2018) | Founded by Ruth Wilson, Carla van de Guchte, Erik Schut